Part 3 — The Grandfather I Had Kept Away
We moved farther from the crowd.
Grant kept his distance.
“I tried to see Ethan after the funeral,” he said.
My hand tightened on the chair.
“You called once.”
Ethan turned to me.
“You knew about him?”
“Your father hadn’t spoken to Grant in years.”
Grant nodded.
“That’s true.”
I faced him.
“I had a one-year-old waking up terrified every night. I’d just buried my daughter. I didn’t know you. I wasn’t handing Ethan to a stranger because we shared blood. Before the accident, you made it clear you couldn’t accept the life Cody chose with Sasha.”
Grant held my gaze.
“I understand why you made that choice.”
Ethan looked at me.
“You told me nobody from Dad’s family came.”
“I told you nobody stayed, my boy.”
His expression changed.
“Those aren’t the same thing.”
Grant looked at Ethan.
“Walter told me to leave you alone. I did, but not because I didn’t care.”
“Then why?” Ethan asked.
Grant took a slow breath.
“Because your father had already stopped speaking to me, and I knew I’d helped cause that.”
“Why?”
Grant looked at Ethan.
“Because I thought I knew what his life should be.”
I stepped closer.
“Be specific, Grant.”
“Football. College. A career I approved of. I had his future planned before he could choose it.”
“And Sasha? What about my daughter?”
His jaw tightened.
“I didn’t want him to marry her.”
Ethan went still.
“When Sasha got pregnant, I pushed harder. I talked about money, lost opportunities, everything he would have to give up.”
“You made Ethan sound like a mistake,” I said.
Grant shook his head.
“I never used those words, Walter. But Cody heard what I meant.”
Ethan stared at him.
“What did Dad say?”
Grant swallowed.
“He said, ‘You don’t get to choose my life because you’re scared I’ll waste it.'”
Nobody spoke for a moment.
Then Ethan asked, “Did he ever call you again?”
Grant shook his head.
“He married your mom. Built his life. I kept thinking he’d cool off eventually.”
His eyes dropped.
“Then the accident happened.”
Ethan looked away.
“So you never got to fix it.”
“No.”
“And after he died, you called me expecting to meet Ethan.”
“I called hoping you’d let me.”
“You were a stranger to me. I had a one-year-old who’d lost both parents. I wasn’t handing him over because you regretted what happened with Cody.”
“I understand.”
Ethan looked at me.
“And after that?”
“He called once. I told him not to come.”
Grant added, “And I stayed away.”
“For 14 years,” Ethan said.
“I told myself I was respecting Walter’s decision. I was also afraid I’d repeat what I did with Cody. I’d already pushed one person I loved out of my life.”
“So why now?” I asked.
“A mutual friend told me Ethan was ill. That’s all I knew. Later, I heard he loved football.”
Grant opened the garment bag beside him.
Inside was a high school football jacket.
Ethan touched the sleeve.
“This was Dad’s?”
“He wore it until the cuffs frayed.”
Grant pulled out a folded sheet of paper.
“I found this inside one of Cody’s old playbooks. He wrote it after Ethan was born but never sent it.”
Grant looked at me before offering it.
For a second, the old instinct rose in me.
I wanted to read it first and make sure it couldn’t hurt him.
Then I nodded toward Ethan.
“It’s his.”
Grant handed it to him.
Ethan unfolded the page and read quietly before reading the last paragraph aloud.
“Someday I’m taking my son to a real football game. I want him to know why I loved this before he decides whether he does.”
Ethan looked up.
“So that’s why you paid for this trip?”
Grant nodded.
“I couldn’t give my son that day. I thought I could help give it to you.”
“What else are you expecting from me?” Ethan asked.
“Nothing. I brought recordings from Cody’s last high school season. If you want to see them, I’m staying nearby. If you don’t, I leave.”
My instinct was to say no.
Instead, I looked at Ethan.
“Do you want to see them?”
“Yes. But I want to go back to the hotel first.”
“Then that’s what we do.”
“And I want him to come, Gramps. Okay?”
“You follow Ethan’s pace. If he says he’s done, you’re done.”
Grant nodded.
I stepped behind Ethan’s wheelchair, then stopped.
“Want me to push?”
“Yeah, please.”
A small smile appeared.
So I did.
